Green eyes monster

The worst years of my life : the 5 years i was in France. Not because i was unable to adapt to the new environment but because the people I lived with. I learned about jealousy and the nonsense of it. Where it lacks love there exists jealousy. I would have enjoyed my life in France but it did not happen that way. Being poor is someone's misery especially when s/he loves to spend. I still think my parentd are the best that I can get along with without the jealousy of siblings. I guess this characteristic is formed since childhood and it does not stop as an adult. So i guess it's because that person cannot grow out of that feeling or not truely grown up yet. They got to understand that those are in competion with them are those of their own ages, not their younger siblings. Those people are often fail in their conjugual lives perhaps because they consider their partners as competitors rather than one on their team. Such a pity !